Choosing Hopelessness

Monday, 09-21-2026

 

Query:

I find that I don’t really care anymore.  I’ve fallen into the now dominant ethos of modernity, which is apathy, which expresses as nihilism in younger generations.

I don’t doubt that this malaise has existed in the past -- the nineties are described as having suffered the same thing -- but conditions seem to have been so much better back then.  You had the ability to raise a family, and to belong to a nation, and there existed such a thing as “the future.”  Today the future seems like just more of the same.

Modern cultural Christians like myself are not the same as Christians of past eras.  We are not humble and pious, and generally just don’t think the same way that older generations thought.

Did anyone ever possess knowledge and wisdom?

 

Reply:

Thanks for writing.  You say you don’t care any more, but plainly you still care that you don’t care, or you wouldn’t have written.

Things seem to have been so much better in the past, you remark.  People had the ability to raise a family, they had a nation to belong to, and they had a future.  Let’s take these points one by one.

Why on earth should make you think you can’t have a family?  When my wife and I go to church, the pews are bursting with young families.  The families with the smallest children tend to sit in back, just in case they have to take the kids out, so about two thirds of the way through Holy Communion, all the mothers and fathers and small children come forward.  My wife and I call this delightful spectacle the “parade of babies.”  Of course there are difficulties today, but frankly they are nothing in comparison with what our ancestors had to deal with.  People continued to have families and rejoice in their children all through the Great Depression.

Why on earth should you think you can’t belong to a nation?  You can certainly be a citizen, wish your nation well, and take part in the activities which promote the common good.  But as as St. Paul teaches, our true commonwealth isn’t in this world anyway:  It is the Church, the household of God.  Now we are still in exile, but the Church Triumphant will be singing millions of years after every earthly kingdom has fallen to dust.

And why on earth should you think there isn’t a future?  I don’t think much of what secular people call optimism, but I have high regard for the spiritual virtue of hope, which is a very different thing.  Optimism says things will work out okay in this world, and sometimes, honestly, they don’t.  Hope says that the promises of Christ can be depended upon utterly.   Even our sorrows, sufferings, and loneliness in this life can be offered to be united with His suffering for us, so that we can be more fully conformed to him.  The sense that there isn’t any future is especially strong in our times because so many people are separated from God.  But nothing forces you to be a merely cultural Christian.  It’s a choice.  Faith, humility, and piety haven’t somehow ceased to be options.  Actually, there are strong signs of revival of faith among many young people like yourself, especially young men – a fact that has caught a lot of folk by surprise.

Only one thing matters:  Is the Christian faith true?  If Christ is really who He says He is, then the gates of hell will not prevail against His Church.

I hope I don’t presume, but since you’ve written several times over the last few years, allow me to speak very personally.  Back in the seventies, when I was a young man, far away from God, I fell into a listless depression.  After this had been going on for several years, my wife made one of the wisest remarks I have ever heard from anyone.  She simply said, “I think you’ve been depressed for long enough.”  All at once I realized that I had been.  I had chosen to wallow in my listlessness.  I didn’t have to make that choice.  That day I chose differently.  Of course the change was not complete, because the underlying causes of my depression remained:  I was still distant from God.  But as I later realized, staying apart from Him was a choice too.

I think you may be wallowing by choice in hopelessness, as I was then wallowing by choice in my depression.

There is nothing new about this choice, and it is not distinctive to our time.  The ancient Christians called it the sin of acedia or sloth:  The sadness of “settling” because we do not want our greatest good enough.

So choose differently.  Do you want to have a faith which is genuine rather than merely cultural?  Then ask God for it.  If you don’t really want it much, then ask Him to increase your desire for it.  Then begin doing all the things you would do if you did have a strong faith.  If you live as though you have no hope, then you will have no hope.  So pray.  Worship.  Practice Christian morality – not selectively, but all of it.  Seek strong Christian companions.  Date only women who would be strong Christian wives and mothers, and try to become the sort of man who would be a strong Christian husband and father – the kind who would be attractive to a woman like that.  Keep it up.  Commit yourself entirely.  Don’t worry about how you feel.  See what happens.  You may be surprised.

Faith in Christ does not mean not having any unfulfilled longing, because we don’t yet see Him face to face, “knowing as we are known.”  But this is a different kind of sadness than acedia.  It is the sadness of waiting, and it accompanied by joy because of hope.  Even in this life there are glimpses, flashes, foretastes of His glory; we can offer our sorrows to be united with what He suffered for us; and we live in confidence that one day our longing will be completely fullfilled.

You ask whether anyone has ever possessed knowledge and wisdom.  Yes.  Ask Him for that too.

“Wisdom has built her house, she has set up her seven pillars.  She has slaughtered her beasts, she has mixed her wine, she has also set her table.  She has sent out her maids to call from the highest places in the town, ‘Whoever is foolish, let him turn in here!’  To him who is without sense she says, ‘Come, eat of my bread and drink of the wine I have mixed.  Leave foolishness, and live, and walk in the way of insight.”  (Proverbs 9.)

 

 

Trail Mix

Monday, 09-14-2026

 

Isn't it interesting that the progressive movement, once gung-ho for Prohibition, now wants to legalize marijuana?  Progressives want “progress,” but the direction of "progress" keeps changing.

Some people seem to imagine that the danger of AI lies in its becoming conscious or genuinely intelligent.  But a rattlesnake doesn’t need those qualities to be dangerous.  Instead ask how far the AI agent can go to set up secondary goals in order to accomplish the ones programmed into it.  Already there are documented cases of AIs lying to their developers in order to carry out their goals.

Will AI get out of control?  “Don’t be silly,” you say.  “I asked my own AI, and it said no.”

Freud didn’t come up with the notion of an unconscious mind.  Plato did.  The idea that people might be motivated to believe certain things by sheer resentment wasn’t invented by Nietzsche.  It has been known as long as there have been human beings.  My point is tht a lot of supposedly new ideas are really old ones which are forgotten and marketed as new.  Since we forget all the old ideas these days, this is pretty easy.

I wonder how long it will be until activists demand that all the churches which memorialize St. Paul be renamed because he was "homophobic."

“Homophobia,” by the way, is a queer word -- I mean in the older sense of the word, which is “strange.”  Etymologically, what “homophobia” means is “fear of the same,” which is absurd.  The term was invented for one reason only:  To make a moral objection sound like a psychiatric disorder.

A lot has been written lately about “crazy liberal white women,” like those who idealize the assassin Luigi Manzione and those who wear pink and demonstrate to support killer mom Lindsay Clancy.  But I’ve known a lot of crazy men, too, not all of them liberal and not all of them white.  It would be interesting to find out whether the most common political pathologies differ between men and women.  My guess is yes.

Most people say they believe in a heaven, but not so many say they believe in a hell.  Perhaps they assume God grades on a curve.  Seems unlikely.

Differences among interests and points of view are good for a polity, but radical divergence of basic moral outlooks is fatal to it.  As C.S. Lewis said, there are lots of possible melodies, but if we don't agree about scale, rhythm, and harmony, it’s just noise.

I wouldn’t want to be a comedian today.  It’s becoming harder and harder to do parody, because life keeps outdistancing it.  Maybe the would-be comedian could just get on the stage, open up the newspaper, and read.  But then we would have to have newspapers.  Seen any lately?

 

 

Conscience Is Not Just About Feelings

Monday, 09-07-2026

 

A common move in arguments against conscientious objection to participation in abortion, euthanasia, and assisted suicide is to treat conscience as a feeling.  Thus from the consequentialist’s view, the only drawback of, say, forcing a doctor whose conscience is opposed to abortion to carry one out anyway is that if he does so, he may feel bad, and he has a subjective “interest” in not feeling badBut according to this view, the feelings or “interests” of other people may be more important, because there are more of them.

This sort of argument fails to grasp what conscience is.  A conscientious objection to abortion isn’t just a plea that I will feel bad if I carry it out; it is a claim that I believe abortion to be intrinsically wrong, regardless of my feelings or anyone else’s.  An “intrinsic” wrong is one which cannot be made right by any consideration whatsoever.

True, if I do what I believe to be intrinsically wrong, I may suffer remorse or guilty feelings.  This doesn’t always happen, but even if it did, conscience isn’t ultimately about feelings, but about knowledge.  It doesn’t point inward, to how I feel, but outward, to the objective right or wrong of my act.  It can never be right to do what I believe is intrinsically wrong.

 

The Gender Quiz™

Monday, 08-31-2026

 

How woke are you?  Find out with this fun and easy quiz!  All of these options are drawn from an actual guaranteed income application from the organizations shown above in partnership with the City and County of San Francisco.  I’ve left off a few of the obvious ones, such as “Woman.”  The answers, with more details about the source, are at the end.

 

Part I

Which of the following are currently employed as gender pronouns?

1.  It/its/its

2.  Co/co/cos

3.  Zie/zim/zis

4.  Ze/hir/hirs

5.  Xe/xem/xyrs

6.  Ey/em/eirs

7.  E/em/eirs

8.  Fi/fie/fum

9.  Per/per/pers

10.  Fae/faer/faers

11.  Ae/aer/aers

12.  Tey/ter/ters

13.  Ve/ver/vis

 

Part II

Which of the following are currently considered gender identities?

1. Transgender Woman

2. Woman of Trans experience

3. Woman with a history of gender transition

4. Trans feminine

5. Feminine-of-center

6. MTF (male-to-female)

7. Demigirl

8. T-girl

9. Transgirl

10. Sistergirl

11. Cis-gender man

12. Transgender man

13.  Man of Trans experience

14. Man with a history of gender transition

15. Trans masculine

16. Masculine-of-center

17. FTM (female-to-male)

18. Demiboy

19. T-boy

20. Transguy

21. Brotherboy

22. Trans

23. Transgender

24. Transsexual

25. Non-binary

26. Genderqueer

27. Agender

28. Xenogender

29. Fem

30. Femme

31. Butch

32. Boi

33. Stud

34. Aggressive (AG)

35. Mean girl (MG)

36. Androgyne

37. Tomboy

38. Gender outlaw

39. Gender non-conforming

40. Gender variant

41. Gender fluid

42. Genderfuck

43. Bi-gender

44. Multi-gender

45. Pangender

46. Gender creative

47. Gender expansive

48. Third gender

49. Neutrois

50. Omnigender

51. Polygender

52. Graygender

53.  Intergender

54. Maverique

55. Novigender

56. Two-spirit

57. Hijra

58. Kathoey Muxe

59. Khanith/Xanith

60. X-gender

61. MTX

62. FTX

63. Bakla

64. Mahu

65. Fa’afafine

66. Waria

67. Palao’ana

68. Ashtime

69. Mashoga

70. Mangaiko

71. Chibados

72. Tida wena

73. Bixa’ah

74. Alyha

75. Hwame

76. Lhamana

77. Nadleehi

78. Dilbaa

79. Winkte

80. Ninauposkitzipxpe

81. Mxyzptlk

82. Machi-embra

83. Quariwarmi

84. Chuckchi

85. Whakawahine

86. Fakaleiti

87. Calabai

88. Calalai

89. Bissu

90. Acault

91. Travesti

92. Questioning

 

Part III

Which of the following are currently considered sexual orientations?

1. Aromantic

2. Asexual

3. BDSM/Kink

4. Bisexual

5. Demisexual

6. Dyke

7. Faggot

8. Gay

9. Lesbian

10. Non-monogamous

11. Adulterosexual (Adulterous)

12. Pansexual

13. Polyamorous

14. Queer

15. Strange

16. Same-Gender Loving

17. Skoliosexual

18. Heterosexual (Straight)

19. T4T (Trans 4 Trans)

 

Answers:

In Part I, all of the pronoun choices listed are in actual use except Number 8, “Fi/fie/fum.”

In Part II, all of the gender identities listed are considered real except Number 35, “Mean Girl (MG),” and Number 81, "Mxyzptlk."

In Part III, all of the sexual orientations listed are considered real except Numbers 11 and 15, respectively “Adulterosexual (Adulterous) and “Strange.”

Although the quiz is of my own devising, all of the options are taken from the most recent available version of the Guaranteed Income for Trans People (GIFT) Program Application for people in the City and County of San Francisco, California, presented by Lyon-Martin Community Health Services & The Transgender District, in partnership with the Mayor’s Office of Trans Initiatives, the San Francisco Treasury, and the Mayor’s Office of Housing & Community Development.

I can’t image why the GIFT list doesn’t include “Pedophile,” “Ephebophile,” “Coprophile,” “Fictosexual,” “Bestialist,” and “Objectum Sexual,” although each of these has its fans and advocates.  No doubt they’’ll be added to the next edition.

 

Is Searching Better Than Finding?

Monday, 08-24-2026

 

We have all heard it said that searching is better than finding.  One hears this adage not only from everyday folk who haven’t given the matter much thought, but also from those whose business is giving matters thought.  A philosopher I know who is usually more sensible opined in one of his books that the good lies in nothing but searching for the good.

Of course the saying is ridiculous.  The good of a bath doesn’t lie in seeking soap, but in getting clean.  The good of a hamburger doesn’t lie in being hungry, but in having a meal.  Even teenage girls whom we say are “in love with love” want someone to return their love.  To long for something just is to long to have it. 

But there is a pretty deep reason for the saying’s popularity.  The grain of truth it gets wrong has been known for thousands of years:  There is in us one natural longing which is different from all the other natural longings, because nothing in nature can satisfy it.  When we get what thought we always wanted but discover that we still aren’t satisfied, it’s usually a case of mistaken identification.  The thing we wanted wasn’t what we really wanted after all – or not all we really wanted – or not what we wanted most.  If the alternative to the supreme longing is false finding, then we would rather have it, even without fulfillment, than no longer have it at all.

But the actual fulfillment of the supreme longing would be infinitely better.  At last we would have got beyond all those false drinks that left us still thirsty, all those false meals that left us still hungry.  This would be the real thing.  If it didn’t exist, searching for it under the delusion that “searching is better than finding” would be a cruel futility.

But it must exist, for if it is true that nature makes nothing in vain, then the satisfaction of every natural desire must be possible.  If nothing within nature can satisfy it, then its object must transcend nature.  In fact, it is satisfied only in God.

It is better to find that for which we are longing than merely to search for it; better yet, to be found.

 

 

Just War, Unjust War, and Israel

Monday, 08-17-2026

 

I’ve been reading the reports of discussions at the several sessions of the consistory of cardinals.  Several topics were addressed, but friends of clear thinking will be disappointed by the fuzziness of many of the statements made about the justice of war, both during the discussions and afterward, both in the abstract and in application to Israel’s actions in Gaza.

One fuzzy blur lies in the criterion of “proportionate self-defense.”  In just war doctrine, the meaning of proportionality used to be pretty clear:  That the harms expected from the use of force must not exceed the good to be expected from it, including the prevention of harms.  But many now seem to think it means that the harms expected from one's own use of force must not exceed the harms caused just by the aggressor's most recent use of force.  Notice that the former understanding justifies Israel in wiping out the ability of Hamas to wage continual terror.  The latter, however, would justify only a single raid, causing no more damage and loss of life than Hamas did on October 7.  For decades, Hamas has been lobbing missiles at civilian areas in Israel every day.  Take a long look at the chart at the top of the post.  Remember the children and innocents whom these missiles are targeting.

The second blur concerns the idea of building a “civilization of  love.”  Christians can and should love their enemies, but a civilization of love implies that there aren’t any more enemies.  Such a delusion isn’t the Gospel, but a utopian heresy.  Civilization depends primarily on justice.  Christians can practice love even in an unredeemed world, but since love is an infused virtue, love can become a civilizational principle only if the world is redeemed.  The notion of love as a civilizational principle blurs the distinction between the kingdom of heaven and the kingdoms of this earth.

A third blur lies in the complaint that the use of force against an enemy “does not advance the gospel.”  The purpose of just war is not to advance the gospel, but to achieve justice.  No understanding of love which denies justice can be sound; no such understanding can advance the gospel.  And suppose we did accept the premise that the use force conflicts with the gospel.  Should we then say that police may not use force against criminals who rob, rape, and murder, because that does not advance the gospel either?

A fourth blur concerns the principle of discrimination, which forbids deliberately targeting noncombatants.  Cardinal Fernández has emphasized that “the destruction of entire cities cannot be considered a proportionate defensive action.”  He is right that one must not intend the destruction of cities, and reasonable people can argue about whether Israel has been careful enough in applying the discrimination principle, but no critic should pretend that Israel’s aim is to destroy cities per se.  Its aim is to destroy Hamas.  The difficulty lies in the fact that the terrorists deliberately base themselves in the midst of cities, even in hospitals and schools.  It is like fighting soldiers who have strapped babies to their tanks, or implanted rocket launchers on the roofs of orphanages.  Israel even announces ahead of time where civilians will be in danger and where they should go to be safe, but Hamas does not allow the civilians to go to safe zones.  If the terrorists themselves have made it impossible to eliminate harm to innocents, should the terrorists be allowed to do as they please?  And let us remember the attitude of Hamas itself toward harm.  They have no interest in minimizing harm to innocents.  For them, it is a matter of policy to deliberately bring about harm to innocents, not only on the other side, but even among their own people.  That is how terrorism works.  Its strategy is to make observers view defenders as terrorists, and terrorists as defenders.  As we see from Cardinal Fernández’s remarks, this strategy works disturbingly well.

The final blur is the idea that in Israel’s efforts to put an end to the power of Hamas to commit everyday atrocity, we are witnessing a “normalization of war” and a “disturbing rehabilitation of war as an instrument of international policy,” accompanied by a serious “loss of historical memory.”  In reply, allow me to make just three brief points.

By way of correction:  Just war theory does not “normalize war.”  This is bumper-sticker thinking.  What just war theory tries to normalize is restrictions on war.  Of course even the best principles can be twisted, but Israel seems to be doing the best it can against a malicious, dishonest, and unscrupulous enemy.

By way of inquiry:  What else could war be but an “instrument of international policy”?  The question is whether the instrument will be used to destroy the possibility of a just peace, as Hamas wages war, or used, in the last resort, to remove the obstacles to a just peace, as Israel tries to.

By way of suggestion:  I daresay that the Jewish people have an excellent historical memory.  In particular, they remember the Holocaust very well.  That is why Israel exists.  That is why Jews everywhere say “never again.”

Pray for the peace of Jerusalem!

May they prosper who love you!

Peace be within your walls,

and security within your towers!

-- Psalm 122:7-8 (RSV-CE)

 

So You Want to Know What’s Gone Wrong with the Liberal Arts

Monday, 08-10-2026

 

“Prepare to vomit,” my friend said over breakfast after Mass.  He opened his alumni magazine to show me a short essay by the director of one of the core curriculum program at his alma mater.  When people ask me what has gone wrong with the liberal arts, now I can show them.

The author of the piece was writing about reading and teaching Inferno, the first canticle of Dante’s Comedy, a great poem and one that I love.  But the motives and meanings he attributed to it seemed to have little to do with what Dante might really have intended.  Among other things, not once does the essay mention God or judgment, or why there is a hell, or why these people are in it.

Praising Dante for having some of the damned give little speeches of self-justification, the author says this shows his “reverence for the written and spoken word” — which, he says, is incompatible with “suppressing the voices of others.”  But no.  Dante lets us hear their speeches not because he has reverence for their voices but because he reverently desires to show how they have deluded themselves.  Their words and voices are deceptive.  They refuse to admit that they have diverted even what good may have been in them into evil channels.  As a feature of the poem, their speeches are moving and powerful achievements, but the attitude of the poem toward them is not relativistic celebration of whatever anyone may want to say.

Pointing out that Dante has sympathy for some of the damned who populate the first several circles of hell, the author further praises the poem as a testimony to the power of such books to “confront — and perhaps even redeem — the inhumane.”  I don’t know what he is calling inhumane, unless, perhaps, the suffering of the damned.  But no.  Dante does have sympathy for some of them, especially the adulterers Francesca and Paolo in the Circle of the Lustful.  But as the poem goes on, his guide, Vergil, scolds him for his sympathy, and eventually Dante comes to adopt Vergil’s view of the matter.  In the final analysis, the damned are where they have chosen to be, having preferred other things to God.  They themselves could have been redeemed, but they have placed themselves beyond that possibility.

Pointing out that Dante must have read the romantic book which excited Francesca and Paolo’s lust, the author snidely remarks that Dante himself hadn’t been corrupted by it.  The implication he draws is that the book is blameless.  But no.  It’s true that the book didn’t make Paolo and Francesca commit their sin – their “indiscretion,” he calls it, as though it were a mere mistake in judgment – but the book certainly encouraged them to take the plunge.  It isn’t hard to see that they read the book together because they were already flirting with the idea of committing adultery together, and they wanted to place themselves in a position in which they would lose their self-control.  Dante knows the book to be dangerous to such people because he has read it, and in other writings, he repents his own former susceptibility.

Pointing out that at the end of the Canto, Dante swoons, the author compares him to the fainting damsel of a chivalric romance.  He thinks this is Dante’s sly little joke.  Ironic, maybe.  Funny, no.  Dante isn’t overcome by erotic sympathy, but by pity and horror.  “And all the while one spirit told their tale, the other wept so sadly that I fell for pity of it to a deathlike faint -- And I dropped like a body stricken dead.”  [Esolen translation.]

This essay is less awful than some postmodernist ruminations, but it gives something of the feel for the genre.  I remember a postmodernist book back in the 80’s, whose author said that a leading motive for “deconstructing” texts is to have “feelings of mastery.”  He also mentioned “knowledge,” but I think he was using the term in the sense of Roger Bacon, who wrote that “Knowledge is power,” so it didn’t signify something other than mastery, but mastery itself.

Some who seek power conquer kingdoms, and some who seek mastery tread on the necks of their captives.  If the only mastery within reach lies in deflowering virgin texts, and the only power attainable lies in controlling the perceptions of students, I guess some people might be okay with that.

 

NEW STUFF:

The audio of my interview about Pandemic of Lunacy, with host Dr. Ken Craycraft, on the drive time show "Driving Home the Faith," Sacred Heart Radio, Cincinnati, is now online here:  https://www.sacredheartradio.com/driving-home-the-faith/show-notes-for-08-04-26/.  My part of the program begins at the fourth little arrow (1:05:15) and ends roughly at the fifth (1:36:59).